Just a lonely, bitter man who has never fit into this world everyone lives in and often wishes this world and its people were just different (or didn't exist for that matter), that people would stop all their useless passions for TV, Movies, Video Games and start that rough, hard journey to uncovering universal truth and meaning, truly living and feeling genuine emotion. I am an extremely complex and unique person and have infinite stores of beauty within myself. It's funny because many people notice that there is just a unique spark to me yet those that do don't act upon it by initiating conversation. Among the few friends I have had, all of them have commented on my wisdom and my ability to uncover things within themselves they never knew were there. I am a very honest person (sometimes brutally) and sometimes say what is on my mind when I shouldn't. Also, when someone is going through hard times I am super supportive and sympathetic to him or her because I know what it feels like. I hate loud, fradulant, and unaware people, who can often be intellectually draining to be near, but value those who have worlds of wisdom to share, and often a painful past ?.I have grown to be non-judgemental but cynical and skeptical in a sense and rather acquiescing of the present, taking things as they come. I love deep, sometimes dark, murky conversations when reality moves as if in a dream. In fact I require it. So as you can see I am by no means your average cookie. I go from moods- my brain has to flip off when I'm around people who are simple, ignorant, and too deep in the world and its distractions for my tastes (0bsessed with social media and things of no real value) and flips on when... oh wait. It never flips on. Except for maybe sometimes. I am attracted to those who feel emotion intensely, or rather feel more emotion and also those who are genuine, sincere, honest, and have a mind of their own. I find myself alone among a large group, being so vastly different from every one of them, I feel the need to conform. This need for conformity changed when I realized that it was completely unnecessary to conform. I have lived in the dark too long and now it is finally time for me to come out to enlighten the ignorant and lend an old soul's ears for listening and shoulders for crying upon. I have also changed quite a bit in my life, in my philosophies etc... and am often a very different person moments after. I am known for feeling opposite emotions simultaneously as well. I am also open-minded, a little crazy when I am free, caring, empathetic, and yada yada yada. I am an emotional creature, creative, love interesting and sometimes a bit strange people, and philosophical. My humor is subtle and witty quite often with an intellectual side as well. I also had a bit of a past (Depression, Suicide) and am bisexual. Phew that was extremely exhausting, and still have so more to me. I think I'm gonna have some lemonade. Or a cosmic brownie. Text if you want emotional support or to have an intellectual conversation. I'm a huge nerd and have tons books!
